Why cant I just be happy in the relationship I’m in? I’m tired of all these weird feelings I have for other guys… I wish it all would just go away. But once again… I guess I have this feeling like I’m loosing him and so I’m ‘moving on’…. strange to explain. I just want us to be happy. :/

Today everything went wrong since our maintanence guy was off.. but I got everything back on track w/o calling him and he was very please when he called me to talk and then he went ahead and visited. … …. :)

I also got big compliments and majorly bragged on by probably one of the hardest persons to impress you will ever meet in your life, so I guess thats cool… :)

well, the bf is waiting for me to get off the computer so he can live in front of it for the night so I guess thats really all I have time to say. :/