well I got a couch today… its pretty actually… just trying to get use to it I guess..

work was crazy today… I was actually asked if the red facet on a sink was hot and if the blue was cold…. yeah, they were totally serious when they asked me too… how sad is that? :) So glad tomorrow is friday. I really need a break from work…

James actually messaged me today… I’m still not sure its a good thing to talk to him. I feel so… Idk. different now. I guess. But things are never going to be like they were, ever again. I know he is going to marry that girl and make her so happy and do anything to do so.. I really wish that I could have loved him.. he was everything I wanted to have but I wasnt ever able to love him. I look at where I am now and who I’m with though and… well… I dont have the chance to really talk about it.

Either way.. I’m off… my neighbors keep honking… like constant… I’m going to see whats going on.