I guess all in all I have no big plans for the weekend… just another weird/lonely night in the apartment… My mom is bringing me a bed from home so perhaps the spare room will become mine… kind of strange but we cant break the lease.. I hope things get better… I really do. I’m trying to be okay today/tonight… but I cried so hard last night I dont think I could if I wanted to today.wouldnt matter if I did.

Work was boring… which is okay with me… at least I cant say it was stressful. I got my office really clean :)

I’m getting my car this weekend… and the title next weekend *b/c I get paid then* next step is my licence… gosh, I’m too old to be saying that. But I’m happy about it. I’ll be able to go where ever, whenever I want and not feel bad about it. Maybe, I’ll actually have a life then! I dont know.. we’ll see :)

and I guess thats all for tonight. I’m going to watch monsters INC. for the first time tonight…. hope its good.