I cried my heart out to him… sure I may have held back a little but I keep trying and trying and trying to get him to hear me… that I may not be able to stay in this relationship and its killing me….5 years together ruined b/c we now live together… maybe marriage someday would be a mistake. No fairytale ending for me I guess but I guess that isnt for everybody.

someone abandon a cat the other day around the apartment… well, SHE had kitties… and now live in a box on the porch. I went to the store and have been feeding them… I’m horribly allergic to cats or I’d take them in… also, our lease says no pets. :/

Well, off to another exciting day at work..

I’ll be okay.

:(