Am I Searching For Love?

Have you ever fell in love? Have you ever felt longing for someone whom you don’t know? Have you missed someone whom you never with? Lastly had you loved someone without knowing? Writing this literary I am in a feeling that I can’t really understand what it is, I am really confused in a way that I feel incomplete, restlessness bothers me. I can’t sleep at night, sometimes I just get awaken in the middle of the night seeking of an answer for the question which is I don’t know. This feeling really sucks on my mind; I am disturbed from with in. I can’t really understand why I have to feel this way? Why I am longing for someone whom I don’t know in the literal word someone who is unknown to me. Someone I never know, someone I don’t know if he do exist here in our world. I can’t help it, but every minute and every moment my world stops for a second. I don’t know where to hide and seek for an answer for this lousy feeling. All I know I am longing for someone who will fit my un-completeness. I have to admit that this strange feeling makes me insane; I have felt the severe boredom into my life. I want to do something which is unknown to me. I can’t live normally since this unwanted feeling occurs; I have used to think what this is? Oh God! I am missing someone whom I don’t know; I think I am going to be crazy at this moment. I want to burst in tears and cry for an unknown reason, all I know I am longing for someone I never know. Oh God, please help me!

Am I in love? A silly question blinked on my mind. And a big question mark faced me off, to whom???

I am crying, my heart is crying. I can feel the pain from with in, my heart is begging for a love from someone unknown to her. Am I longing for my soul mate? Someone who will fit the space between my fingers, someone who will comfort and give some care; someone who will embrace me beyond the long cold night, who will kiss me behind the moon twilight, touch my body like the way I am touching him; someone who will love holding me beyond the darkness of the night, someone that I can feel a peace upon lying on his arms while whispering my undying love to him; someone whom I could share my life with; someone who will love me, someone who will whisper words of love to my ear while caressing my body; someone who will burn an eternal flame into my senses. Someone who would says “I love you, ‘til death do us part!”

Why do I need to feel this way? Why I need to suffer longing for someone unknown to me? Why I am waiting for a love which is not yet given to me? Why do I need to cry when nobody’s there to wipe my tears willingly? Finally why do I love someone unknown to me?